love is pain

my eyes hurt
do you care
do you even know where
tears fall from there
im sure you do
you just dont show it
like any other time
your so sweet
youd tell me your sorry
make me week in the knees
with the sweetest words
sweetest touches and kisses too
do you care that i need you
need you when things go nuts
need to know you need me but...
feels like you dont i dont know
if you can prove me wrong then do so
it would make me feel so much better
maybe even a little sweet love letter
i know i have yours in a card
dont know if its any good
you tell me for sure
tell me if you like the necklace
and matchin bracelet i got too
i bought them because i thought
thought theyd look perfect on you
will you ever seen them...
i always do and wish you had them
so i can at least see if i bought them for a better reason
so maybe someday,someday soon
i can get that chance to see it
until then ill just let things be
be...as they can be
dont know how that is
kinda hard to explain
i feel like i do nothing but complain
because that one person doesnt listen to me no more
feels like the intrest they had in me is lost
feels like all connection is gone
wont you tell me anything at all
even answer a few question is that to much
feels like im on a cliff losin it and about to fall
off of it so very high
why wont this shit get off my mind
so i can at least smile
once in a while
i need it trust me
without it im ugly
wont you give a chance
to just listen
theres other people out there
that cant even get this chance
to be in love
because its not even in them
or they just have bad luck
i feel bad for em
all the time
but now i feel sorry for myself
i need to stop
you need to help me
back to the top
omg help im falling so far
help me back up to the top
im bottled in a jar